Where are you?

Have my words plundered you,
Please speak coz your words are due,
I’d rather hurt myself before I harm you,
I’d rather silence myself before I silence you,
Your silence is chilling,
Please lady, the wait is killing,
No more can I pretend to be cold,
Coz my being is uncontrolled,
Your words keep me breathing,
And your presence gives me a feeling,
Of someone by my side to hold me,
Don’t disappear making me a cold dead tree,
Coz the days will fall by like dried leaves,

And, someday I’ll collapse.