Donno this feeling :(

Today m just feeling a little low,

Donno what has caused this feeling,

But m sure by evening it should go.

Today i feel like going back in time,

Correcting the things i did wrong,

But then i ask a question to myself,

Were they all only mine?

Today i don’t want a shoulder to lean on,

Neither do i need a lap to lay my head on,

Today i just want to retrospect my life,

And i hope it really helps me this time.

Today sleep will play with my eyes,

The night will tease me throughout,

Naughty wind will play with my fears,

And nightmares would be my true companion.

I really care

Brown pillows,

Red and yellow pillows,

Lying on my bed,

A combination unlike any other,

But I, just don’t care.

Clothes replacing window curtains,

Toilet doubles up as a smoking joint,

Wooden plank for a table and sofa for a chair,

Seems like a warehouse,

But I, just don’t care.

Kitchen looks like a bar counter,

Fridge behaves like a store room,

The bag stores all the secrets,

Surprising how they do that,

But I, just don’t care.

They all belong to me,

They give me my identity,

Without them I feel very lonely,

I don’t care what you think of me,

But for them, I really do care.