Jaane kyun ye tanhai hai,

Jaane kaisi ruswai hai,

Ghire hue hai apno se,

Najane fir kiski kami hai.

Jaane kyun ye tanhai hai,

Jaane kaisi ruswai hai,

Ghire hue hai apno se,

Najane fir kiski kami hai.

Finally awake

I used to be a copywriter earlier; today I just run a small business. Always telling myself, those were the days. But till today I kept failing to understand what has really changed so much. Okay, maybe because I gave up writing to pursue an MBA or some very bad decisions or I got married. But today as I was speaking to a friend, he answered my question. What has gone wrong with me? Ohh its nothing more than my excuses. So I decided, lets give it a shot once again. I was never a bad writer and I wont be. So why not give the rusty brain and fingers a little practice before the marathon begins.

lost hope

100 mutual friends,

N yet we are strangers,

We used to know each other once,

Yet today you might need my introduction,

Spent days in your company once,

But today even a moment is rare.

Your name on my phone screen,

Gave me my mornings once,

Today even the nights depart,

But now you just in my heart.

My writing has become rusty,

But my heart is thirsty,

N it only says to you,

Sweetu, I still love you.

Donno this feeling :(

Today m just feeling a little low,

Donno what has caused this feeling,

But m sure by evening it should go.

Today i feel like going back in time,

Correcting the things i did wrong,

But then i ask a question to myself,

Were they all only mine?

Today i don’t want a shoulder to lean on,

Neither do i need a lap to lay my head on,

Today i just want to retrospect my life,

And i hope it really helps me this time.

Today sleep will play with my eyes,

The night will tease me throughout,

Naughty wind will play with my fears,

And nightmares would be my true companion.

I really care

Brown pillows,

Red and yellow pillows,

Lying on my bed,

A combination unlike any other,

But I, just don’t care.

Clothes replacing window curtains,

Toilet doubles up as a smoking joint,

Wooden plank for a table and sofa for a chair,

Seems like a warehouse,

But I, just don’t care.

Kitchen looks like a bar counter,

Fridge behaves like a store room,

The bag stores all the secrets,

Surprising how they do that,

But I, just don’t care.

They all belong to me,

They give me my identity,

Without them I feel very lonely,

I don’t care what you think of me,

But for them, I really do care.

Lend me some hope

Rising early morning,

Faith in my heart

Today will be different,

Will have a new start.

Taking the bath

Then prayers to the god,

What I always ask him,

Hard work and just reward.

Open the office,

Make a few calls,

Please answer me,

Break those cruel walls.

Have a family that cares,

I have to care back,

There are mouths to be fed,

Please fill my sack.

Don’t want to bother too much,

Wouldn’t want to be bothered,

Just asking for a favor,

Don’t want to get clobbered.

So, u r a ghost!

So u r a ghost

Not a scary one thou

But u haunt me in my memories

Give me sleepless nites

Searched u wherever i could

Still i couldn’t find

What makes u hide from me

What keeps u invisible to my eyes

The world can see you

How have i missed out on ur sight

I still think of u

Thou not every time

Just wanna know

If u all fine

Would love to meet u once

Before i close my eyes

Just wanna say a hi to u

And maybe a goodbye

Donno wat else could i say

My throat choked with tears

My eyes full wit u

My mind numb

N my heart with sears

If i ever again c u

Plz don’t run away

I don’t wanna steal u from ur world

Just wanna give u back wat u own

Ur memories